I haven't been very diligent in keeping up my blog, but I feel now is the time to change it. I have been home off my mission almost five months now. Lately, I have been thinking how much simpler life would be if we had a guide telling us what to do all the time. Since I have been home, I have had to find a job, figure out the rest of my life, and keep on going each day. How does one keep going on each day? To answer that question is simple, it is the basic primary answers, 1. Read your scriptures, 2. Go to Church, 3. Say your prayers. Such basic answers that seem so simple, can be hard to do sometimes. I admit to say that I am a slacker on these things, I know that I can do better, it just goes to show that I am human and have my faults. My faults can be changed into becoming strengths by changing my ways and doing better. It is through the atonement of Jesus Christ that we can become perfect through. I now know that, I was a witness to see how the atonement can change lives. I know that it changed mine. If we put our lives into the hands of the Savior, he can change us to become the people that he knows that we can be.
Life certainly hasn't been easy, but I know that it has a lot in store for me for the future, I don't know what it will be, but it will turn out to be what it should be. I have dreams like anyone else, such as to be able to have a good job, be a wife and mother, and to live the fairy tale dream. My fairy tale hasn't happened yet, but I am assured that it will come when the time is right. Sometimes I feel that it will never happen, because why would someone like me get to experience these things? Heavenly Father has so many children here on this earth that deserve to have their fairy tale dream to come true.
